I have been in such a funk lately. Yelling and cussing all the time. I’m not really sure what’s up. It might be just because we moved and there’s still a bunch of boxes and paint stuff all over the place and I am just over it? Maybe I should go out tomorrow. Where? Dunno. I’ll go for a walk if it isn’t raining.
I’ve been listening to Muse a lot lately; I got my brother a CD for Christmas and my mom got me a different one so it worked out pretty well haha. I especially love this song: Muse – I Belong To You / Mon Cœur S’ouvr
Anyway, Alegria is the Spanish word for ‘joy’. It’s what I wish I would feel. I should feel nothing but gratitude for my life and how it has unfolded. But I feel nothing but anger and sadness. Hopefully this will pass. Alegria is also the name of a Cirque du Soleil show, and one of my favorite Cirque songs..just had to throw that out there.
Hopefully I will get out of this funk soon…I can’t be like this when school starts because then it is all about business. I’m striving for a 4.0 again but I just want to do my best because why try if I don’t? I WILL BE VICTOROUS! 
Hmm..it’s getting kind of late. This is probably the latest I’ve stayed up all break! Hopefully I won’t wake up until like 10 tomorrow because I haven’t been able to sleep in. I’m thinking oatmeal tomorrow…or maybe just cereal. And a banana. Yes!
